Not too long ago I was the type of girl who said “niggas ain’t shit” and really meant it, but it’s crazy how one person can change your whole mind around.
I think I love my boyfriend guys, 5 hours ago I came to this conclusion. It was right after we went to roscoes, he drove and he paid. He kept telling me how he was happy to be feeding me and he ordered my food for me. Our conversation was on point, it was like it was only is at roscoes I couldn’t see anyone else. Then after on the way to his house we listened to old school music and guessed the names of really old songs, we sang some of them too. I was having so much fun that I didn’t realize he had pulled up to the most beautiful view of the city. You could see all the lights, buildings and other mountains, it was so many lights you would’ve thought it was Christmas. He sparked up a blunt and started telling me about his childhood and old memories. There was this old Janet Jackson song playing in the background which made the mood even better cause it was our theme music AND THEN he kissed me and I was smiling so hard I wanted to stop him but I couldn’t stop kissing him cause it felt so good. I started to tell him to stop cause it was all too romantic for me, it was overwelming but it made me realize that he really cares about me. At that exact moment I realized that I loved him. I didn’t tell him though cause I think it’s too early but I can’t wait to tell him.